I miss her

Someone who can read my minds,

listen to my hearts,

define my smiles,

see what I'm seeing,

tell me my weakness,

etc...

Definitely someone I will always miss a lot.

Thank you.


You might know or might not. You might think its you and you are right or wrong. Anyway, everyone deserves a 'thank you'. Just especially you. As there is this saying:

Loves,

MaziesNur

Hakikat hati dan bahagia

Bisakah dingerti hati ini

oleh aku atau kamu

kerna senyuman yg teukir

aku disangka bahagia

Jika ditanya apa kuharap

aku mahu kamu bahagia

yakinlah akan senyum ini

aku benar-benar bahagia

Bahagia itu aku yang rasa

jangan ditanya lagi soal hati

lihatlah senyuman ini

aku masih bahagia

Harapan aku

melihat semuanya bahagia

agar aku terus tersenyum

dan aku akan terus bahagia

Maafkan aku duhai hati

:)

* its officially a year that im working here..right here..semoga terus mendapat dan memberi manfaat..InsyaAllah

Still 2014

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh...

Testing testing...

Lama x berblog..

What a failure me..

So don't think I'm deserve to share anything..

But just to say I am happy now..

With the life I choose..

It's okay like this..

It's liveable..

Stay smiling..

=)

Start again, finally... 2013

Alhamdulillah

I'm still breathing this day

2012 passed like a flash

its 2013 now

Ya Allah

Hanya PadaMu kuberserah

Ya Allah

Ya Allah

Ya Allah

Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..

Snow again

Yeay, finally i can touch the snow again this year..more memorable because if last year im with my girlfriends, this year was with my family..hehe..lots of stories n pictures i want to share but i can't now..just suddenly i miss the moment with them..now we all start working and studying again..hope my mum business success too..InsyaAllah

Birthday postmortem

Dear self n friends,
If you can't be better,
at least hope to get back to 'once upon a time ' the best of yourself..

Muharram passed
10th December passed
January is coming
People said, age just a number
But what u say?
I think its indicate how many knowledge i should gained
How matured i am compared to last year..

That's all what I'm thinking right now =)

Nur

Not like a snow

Snow time has arrived
Looking outdoor, every surface covered with white
How amazing
Can you imagine the soft white flakes,
cold frozen water fallen from the sky and landed on your hand?
My bare hand eagerly want to touch it,
palmed, lick a bit..
Yes surely I can if I was there
like you did..

But hey there,
Maybe there is no snow here
But my hand still the same
It still can make you feel warm
Can we just play here?
Let's pretend we can read the lines on our palm
That our path to the future is all great..
So you don't have to worry to be here..
You have my shoulder when you sad..
and I have tons of comforting words for you..

My friend,
Just leave the snowy place
I wish I have wings to fly but I don't
Believe me you can find your consolation in my company
And my promise is not seasonal
like a snow you know..

p/s: let's be happy everybody =)

Snowlover,

Maziesnur

Celoteh Hati dan Akal

Mengantuknya mata
Hanya Allah yang tahu

Hati atau Akal?
Ikut hati kat sini jgk aku tido
Ikut akal tidak sekali,
malu dibuat org dah satu..
Ada bnyk kerja juga lagipn

Sebab itulah kata org
Ikut hati, Mati..
Tapi jangan percaya sangat kata orang ni,
ada ke mati sbb ikut hati..
Cuma biasanya dorongan hati yang didahului
Sepatutnya,
Hati seiring dengan Akal


Pernah dgr beza manusia dan haiwan?
Dua-dua ada otak
Tapi manusia ada akal,
mereka tiada akal

Moralnya,
Gunalah kelebihan akal anda sebaik-baiknya..

Dan jangan lupa
Yang paling penting!
Setiap amalan dimulakan dengan Niat
So niat tu yang terdetik dihati la kan
Niat baik, Alhamdulillah dpt pahala
Ada niat xbaik?
Astaghfirullahalazim..
Istighfar banyak2..
Guna akal pikir semula..

Kesimpulannya,
Pada situasi ini,
Jgn berangan nak tido
Sambung keje..
hehe

eh ada lagi......

Persoalannya:
Is it really me?
Tahan sesuatu yang aku nk buat?
Sepatutnya,
kalau mengantuk, tidurlah..
kan kan?
bukan itu ke selalu ko buat..
kenapa nk hipokrit?

Let's see
People can change..
and we should..
with the power of Hati dan Akal
It's not wrong not to be yourself,
As long as there's some better one..

Apa kejadah tak nak hipokrit kalau perangai tu teruk?
Pikir-pikirkanlah

In the end,
the one who decide is yourself,
not others
Bi Iznillah..
InsyaAllah

ps: aku pn xtahu dh halatuju post asal aku ni..asalnya mengantuk jer.pastu bla bla bla..hehe..motivasi utk diri sendiri..

~Nur~

If..

If there is what I like..

But what I want is the other thing..

So what?

Confusing..

Need some help maybe?

NEED RESOLUTION..

I'm afraid to see the light..

If it's really meant to shine me or not..

and

My monologue continues..

~~ pic caption: once upon a time in Broga Hill~~

Enter or cancel??

so many things in my head..
SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO TELL..
so many things i want to share..
SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO WRITE..

then i did what i think i should..

the problem is..

is it really SHOULD??

then,

should I

ENTER or just CANCEL??

oh, i'm really not sure..
maybe SAVE AS DRAFT is better..
let's decide later..

and
this leave something like this
a new post CREATED

Benarkah aku?

Semalam

Masih kuingat

Termenungku mengenang akan nasib

Salahkah pilihanku?

Hari ini

Sejenak rutinku terhenti

Termenung

Masih aku disini

Salahkah pilihanku?

Esok
Hitung aku

Masihkah begini perjalananku

Selagi ada malam

Siang pasti tiba
Selagi esok masih benar

Harapan pasti ada

Pilihanku tidak mungkin salah
Itulah harapanku

Mentari, sinarlah mereka, tapi kembalilah esok..

MaziesNur

Innocently lazy

The sentence to back up myself when i am lazy enuff to do something..then i read it..then i smile..kekeke..

because i think people are not innocent anymore when they know they're lazy but declare themselves as innocent....hahaha..sometimes i know how to like myself rite?? =)

The Indulgent You

i asked for your permission
to do something i like

i asked for your money
to get what i want

i asked for your help
to be now what i am


and i never expect you say no
because i hate it
so you never do


it continues...


as i am growing up
you are getting older
at the days
celebrating my supposed quarter life
you still do so


needing you is non stop
without you i'm nobody
please keep holding my hand
because i am afraid like a child
that losses her father's hand while crossing road

dear my indulgent dad,
i will never stop loving you
though i have one thing i am unsure myself
that if one day i can repay all your kindness
but i will pray may Allah bless you always
and we as happy family
because we having you are the best

~Nur~

The idea

idea...
thought..
opinion...
it can comes easy or hard 
sometimes one will desperately need it 
just to spark a sentence
give it a word
to complete a phrase 
leading the introduction
and make it a paragraph
thus proceed to other parts
it's how the idea works
or else
stuck with nothing 


p/s: the challenge as a master student


Nur~right now waiting for idea to come =(

Yang kucari

Fajar kian menyinsing

Fardhu pertama sudah tertunai

yang tinggal
antara dua pilihan

berjaga di alam nyata atau

terus meniti mimpi

Panas terik

diriku menghitung

disinikah atau kesana

habanya tidak kubisa

lantas kupilih untuk bertapa

Petang yang damai

kusangka bahagia

tapi jiwa yang menduga

akhirnya membawaku tidak kemana-mana

Resah awal malam

ku menilai
apa harus ku lakukan

Bingung

lantas ku tidur

Dingin tengah malam

terjagaku dari mati yang seketika

menunaikan baki fardhu

sehari hampir pasti berlalu

akan tiba waktu digelar dinihari

dan fajar bakal menyinsing lagi

Sengsara ini tiada siapa tahu

ku mencari ubatnya

ku mencari penyudahnya

Mungkinkah yang kucari adalah
sebuah fikiran?

yang bakal memandu hidupku esok
atau sesuatu?

yang bakal memberiku sinar yang hilang
atau seseorang?

yang bakal menceritakanku pedoman

Pabila kuketemui
akan kugunakan untuk mengisi hidup kosong ini

melawan setiap rintangan

diriku yang serba kekurangan

Dan akhirnya
disini
ku terus mencari
apa yang pasti
semangat untuk terus mencari
apa yang kucari...

Nur~dikala sepertiga malam

when ones reach the limit...

they will stop or they will exceed it..stop means enuff,no other ways anymore..enuff to be useless..haha..or they can do whatever they like..the limit is not there anymore..nothing control them..ignore the others..

you think so?

but what do you do?

Maybe can take a rest, think wisely, ask ur heart..let the mind and heart act together..don't let one control you..as long as Iman is there inside you, isyaAllah you'll do ok..pray a lot

Lastly, tawakkal to the great one, Allah

ps: its not even what i did..haha..but i'll try..peace no war!!

Regards,

Mazies

Kenapa Aku ada Blog???

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Ni gambar time g Singapore with UTM friends

Kenapa aku ada blog??

Kenapa aku wat blog?

Memang pn blog aku neh dikategotikan personal blog..

xperlu pn org nk baca..

apatah lagi nk dikongsi..

langsung xde pape menarik

yg ada cuma gmbr aku hang out ngn kawan2,

gmbr ngn family..

org2 yg aku suka..

lagu2 or artis2 yg aku suka..

makanan yg aku suka..

dan kesimpulannya semua bnda2 yg aku suka..

bukan utk menyukakan org..haha

Suka jgk baca blog2 org

entry dorg best2

ada yg perihal nasihat agama

resepi masakan best2

penjagaan diri

isu2 semasa

ataupn pemikiran2 bernas

dan tidak kurang gossip

Sejujurnya aku xreti nk menulis dgn baik

Kekadang rasa cm nk jgk jadi cm penulis blog yg best2 tu

apa yg perlu fokus kat apa yg nk tulis

tp rasanya xboleh kot

aku xde bnyk idea n kalo ada pn idea separuh jln

paham x?haha..entah la, abaikan jer kalo x pham

Papepn selamat berjaya kpd semua bloggers

Kawan2 aku pn ramai yg dh ada blog sekarang

semoga success ye korang

ada2 masa aku lawat gak blog korang yg chantek itu

semoga niat baik anda dpt pembalasan yg sewajarnya

thanx for sharing

well, kembali kpd sbb aku suka coretkan sedikit sebanyak my personal event kat blog ni sebenarnya sbb aku rasa aku ni selalu mudah lupa lah..walo pn ada facebook yg kita upload gmbr2, tp xde cerita..so bila lama2 nnt bukak balik blog ni boleh baca balik kisah dulu2 ngn family or friends kan..then this site help me to improve my English that i know i'm really2 bad in it..praktis menulis la n tambah vocab..hehe..ada lagi ker sbb laen?ada kot tp ni lah yg aku ckp idea sekerat jer..aku mmg jenis xsuka share sgt sebenarnya..ntah la..xtaw nk tulis apa dah.babai..

Loves not for Commercial,

Mazies

Only you..

Well, i guess its time for me to sleep now..but before that i want to shout this thing out..i kept in my heart..i miss someone..a lot..please say something to me..arghh..may i have good sleep..thats all..then put back in my heart..

XOXO,

Mazies

apa nak jadi dgn aku???

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I dunno what to call this..malas ke memang sebetulnya macam ni..oh, bila la research aku nk habis kalo macam ni..perlu bantuan segera..skrang xpukul 5 lagi da rasa nak balik rmh..mengantuk gila..keep yawning..minggu dpn da bulan 11..nak habis satu semster xbuat apa2 lagi..thinking im the craziest person here..pastu raya haji, kena balik raya dkt seminggu plak cuti..then balik lagi..then balik lagi bulan 1, balik yang lama tp harap masih ada peluang utk kembali lagi..uishh, i hate think about it..i'll not let its haunting me..dah la meraban kat sini..smile please..smileeee... =))))))...

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kita dan orang lain..apa bezanya??

Assalamualaikum.w.b.t..

Lama dah la plak xmenulis diblogku yg x seberapa ini..ntah tetiba terpk nk tulis psl bnda ni..sbbnya..jeng3..ada la..banyakkah bnda yg kita xsuka org buat?atau org lg bnyk xsuka bnda yg kita suka?hehe..ada yg kita suka..ada yg org x suka..ada org suka, ada yg kita xsuka..huh..macam2..aku xtahu apa prinsip org lain, tp bagi aku, cuba minimizekan perasaan xsuka kita..xsuka kt org ker, benda ker, perangai org ker, makanan ker..sekurang2nya, kita dpt maintain bahagia kan..hehe..xpyh la nk buat2 muka xsuka tu..kalo bnda tu xslaah cuba terima seadanya..pastu kalo diri aku sndr aku akn cuba buat benda yg aku xsuka kt org..mayb org suka atau x..tp hopefully org len xkn buat benda yg kita xsuka kat kita..well, kalo ada org ckp aku ni xpe r jns xkesah jer je sumer bnda..sebenarnya,.ada yg aku harapkan..boleh x wat xkesah jer jgk mcm kt aku mcm akubuat kat korang?ini termaktub certain2 benda je la..kang xkesah sumer bnda xcaring plak namanya..hehe..caring is loving rite..konklusinya, aku xsuka perasaan xsuka itu..samaada dr aku utk or lain, dr org utk kau atau org utk orang lain..peace no war..Wassalam..

Love no Hate,

Mazies