2016

Currently at TBS. My bus is nowhere to be heard, to be seen. Mentally broken. Alone and lonely. Sigh. #lonernotaloser.

Still 2014

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh...

Testing testing...

Lama x berblog..

What a failure me..

So don't think I'm deserve to share anything..

But just to say I am happy now..

With the life I choose..

It's okay like this..

It's liveable..

Stay smiling..

=)

Start again, finally... 2013

Alhamdulillah

I'm still breathing this day

2012 passed like a flash

its 2013 now

Ya Allah

Hanya PadaMu kuberserah

Ya Allah

Ya Allah

Ya Allah

Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..

End of it..finally...

Salam..meaw meaw...rasa mcm nk post sesuatu..check draftbox, ada beberapa post yg tertangguh..bukak satu rasa nk siapkan..seketika rasa cm xmampu jer siap..len kali lah smbung lagi..gatal2 bukak jgk new post tulis benda ni..hehe..bnyk benda berlaku akhir2 ini...first, i'm officially released from my scholarship contract with upm..maksudnya xpayah dtg upm pagi smpai ptg tiap2 hari lg..yeayyy...maksudnya jugak upm da xbg duit kt aku..start bln dpn kena keje xkira apa2 pn jnj dpt byr keta, rumah n sara hidup seadanya..tp dlm masa yg sama kena dtg fac buat lab yg xsiap2 lg..xde semangat dh kawan..huhu..guys, help me okay..second?mls nk cerita..ok friends, pray for my best okay..love u =) ~mazies

how many months left?can u still smile??

I'm so tired..not to count my physical stress, but mentally I feel weak now..to think the semester gonna ends soon..means, my GRF scholarship will end too..so many labworks to finish..I need to submit thesis by September, which if I can finish my lab..If not, I need to register for next semester..Find a job as soon GRF ends because I need to pay my car loan, house rental and everything..then this  week i need to go back to Kelantan because I have an appointment with my doctor..Sunday is public holiday, means, i need to stay until Monday..Sincerely if possible i don't want to go because 3 days means a lot for me..many things I can do..next my family will come on Wednesday which the tickets I bought for them since last year..where to stay, where to go, how, when and what are everything I need to consider..on Friday will be the FYP student's draft submission..got 1 student under me that I need to settle..then a week after I need to go back again for doctor consultation..then then then..I am tired..Ya Allah, give me strength..Aminn...

So, it's about money and my masters study right?..how many months left???don't tell me because i already know..am I complaining?am I sighing?whatever you think but I never regret everything that i choose..unless i'm forced to do that..haha..my secret is just one, smile always..guess what,  I'm actually smiling now..i just need my write-up to make me smile even brighter the other day when everything done..and to know complaining is never solve your problems..haha..ya ya i know..

~Never regret to every smile and laugh you did when it can make others happy..No others of happiness than to see people you love are happy~ 

i googled to find smile images before i decided to make my own and find this blog..nice one..follow whats good..of course Allah is the only one =)..http://speakingtree-articles.blogspot.com/2011/04/one-smile.html

.............March 2012............................................

January was gone, February not too long left..so now its March already..then come April, May, June, July..August..its fasting month and hari raya..then September, October, and November will come..lastly December..after that will come the so called new year again..the months running really fast right?

How should I say this..mmmmm, i am afraid..will I able to complete my master this year?i mean complete completely?finish my labwork and thesis, pass the viva (thesis defense), submit my thesis and settle everything in UPM..I want to officially graduate..next to celebrate the convocation with my family..then I am master degree holder..

Because of that I'm so so afraid..

Dear March, I'll try my best to use u at my best, sincerely..i'll working hard..if possible please stay longer..I'm not ready to meet April..because I'm more afraid of May..and the next..

Miss my bobo..=)

Sincerely,

Maziesnur

Sentap

Bilakah korang pernah rasa tersentap?aku xtaw citer korang, tp aku rasa masanya adalah bila mendengar sesuatu tak dijangka daripada orang yang xdisangka2..apa aku nk kata, perkara dah jadi..sedih pn ada jugak..tp kuatkan semangat, itu yg penting..mungkin dia xbermaksud melukakan, tapi mahu menaikkan semangat..itulah yg aku harap kerana itulah yang aku rasa..InsyaAllah tahun 2012 aku akan menjadi lebih effektif dan produktif..lebih bersedia menghadapi realiti daripada angan-angan yang kurang pasti..gain their trust in me..that's the most important..respect other people around me..menyanyangi untuk lebih disayangi..akhir kata, maafkan jika aku tersilap..kerana itu hanyalah apa yang aku rasa..

Mazies

Birthday postmortem

Dear self n friends,
If you can't be better,
at least hope to get back to 'once upon a time ' the best of yourself..

Muharram passed
10th December passed
January is coming
People said, age just a number
But what u say?
I think its indicate how many knowledge i should gained
How matured i am compared to last year..

That's all what I'm thinking right now =)

Nur

Alkisahnya 'Mazies'

'mazies' dicipta pada tahun 2000 sbgai nickname..form 1..biasa la tgk org lain ada nama glemer, nk jugak 1 kan..ideanya ada cikgu yg rapat time sek rendah dia gna nama anisma, dia ambik ani dr nama dia rohani pastu isma sbb ayh dia ismail..so konon2 'mazies' tu maziah shafie la..haha..dgr pn mcm best jer..langsung tiada advertisement utk mengglemerkn nama mazies tu cuma kadang2 tulis kt buku sendiri, kat pemadam ke..almaklumlah memang suka conteng2 ni..

Setelah sekian lama ntah macam mana makin ramai kwn2 dorm/sekelas/sekolah tahu psl nama mazies ni..so memandangkn ramai dh tahu, nama mazies digunakanlah lebih meluas sket..tulis kt barang2 kepunyaan sendiri..almaklumlah dok asrama kan..benda kita ada ramai jgk yg ada..so kena tanda..hehe..biasanya kalo tulis kad or surat kt kwn2 pn ada tulis mazies kt bawah tu..kat skolah dulu selalu berbalas surat or buat kad chantek2..not necessarily bg kt adik or kakak angkat, kawan yg dok sebelah dlm kelas pn boleh..huh, i miss that..i still kept all those card and letters in my folder..eh, sambung balik, so mazies ni jd lebih kurang nama pena lah..memang atas kertas jer..panggilah kalo ckp depan2 still maziah..yeah, i'm still proud with the name given by my parents..tp lama2 my parents pn tahu dh pasal nama lain aku ini..kah3..termalu la jgk..dh la ayah siap ckp ngn my friends, kenal mazies x?ha3..well, aku bkn gila glemer dgn sesuka hati nk create nama glemer neh, tp lama2 i'm just comfortable using it..because kt asrama saja ada beberapa org nama maziah..so kalo mazies aku sorang jer..x gitu kwn2?..no matter what, at that time, i still prefer people called me maziah when they spoke to me.. =)

'mazies' ni jgk boleh dtg dgn berbagai nama lain..kebiasaannya aku gna maziesnur, sebab aku rasa nur tu mmg xdpt dipisahkan..menunjukkkan kemelayuan dan kemuslimahan aku..cececehh..kadang2 time aku dok berangan buat puisi ke apa2 aku wat mazies shakespears, kadang2 mazies einstein..kuat kn aku bearangan?hak3..yeah, einstein is one of my idols..time skolah dulu aku minat maths and physics, so no wonder la kan...mungkin dia hebat dlm specific area only, tp dia menggunakan otak dia semaksimum mungkin..lps ada nickname 'mazies', maka aku xperlu gusar lagi nk wat email adress apa la (time tuh femes wat email nama ngarut2, xgna nama betul..itu yg diajar, itulah yg i buat..hehe) , nk chat gna nama apa lah, nk wat user/id nama apa etc..semuanya aku gna mazies jer kalo xnk ltk maziah..so my first email add of course mazies_nur86 yg masih digunakan smpai skrg =)

zaman sekolah menegah dh berakhir..then masuk matrik..kt sini setahun jer, xmo citer bnyk sgt..walopn setahun boleh berpage2 citer pengalaman kt sini..

Pastu masuk UTM..mula ada facebook..ha, kt laman muka buku ni ramai jmpa balik ramai kwn2 skolah dulu..dan yg aku pn agak rasa pelik ramai tegur hi mazies or hai kak mazies..

The fact is, i never told my friends to call me mazies, but they just did..and i'm always glad no matter what names they called me because its obviously they're calling me..so means i have somebody..rather than nobody called u so obviously you're lonely...hahaha..ikr

eh dh mls nk sambung..habis..tetttt

~Before she get married~

Hari ini, tinggal xsampai sebulan utk lgi sorang kwn aku nk kawen. Nurul Basirah nama diberi. Last week aku ambik beberapa hari cuti blk kg untk g wedding sorang bestfren jgk ditambah dgn ada hal lain2. On one day, seperti dijanjikan aku, Rajer dan Sue telah menemani cik Basirah ni ke Kota Bharu utk usha2 kedai pengantin..kawen tgl lg sebulan ada ke patut pelamin n baju2 sanding xcari lg..first kitorg g kedai pengantin kwn cousin dia kt PCB. Memang agak susah la nk pilih utk makcik ni, nk yg nmpak mewah tp simple..yg penting xnk mahal2 sgt..ha3..pening2. Papepn hopefully ko jmpa yg terbaik yer..aku doakan yg terbaik utk ko..kamu suka, saya pn suka..ekeke..

Sebenarnya peluang nk berjmp ramai2 kt KB ni jarang..selalunya walopn semua dok kelantan tp jmp kt KL jer..hehe..bermastautin di Kuala Lumpur katakn..so dikesempatan ini alang2 dh g PCb kami pn g la pantai PCB yg terkenal tuh..konon2 nk pusing je, pastu singgah beli air jap..pastu nmpak sedap jer goreng2 tu beli sket..makan sket rasa xcukup plak beli tmbh lagi..haha..jadi agak lama jualah bertapa di PCB pada hari itu..thanx to Cik Raja sbb belanja..lps mkn2 g ambik angin tepi pantai..Cik Sue ada kisah menarik disitu yer..apakah?rahsia..jeng3..

Begitulah sedikit sebanyak kisah jln2 kami bersama Cik Basirah..layan jer dia nk apa, org nk kawen dh kn..lps ni kalo keluar ramai2 lg pn rasanya dh tukar status kot..ngeee..

Oh, hadiah xbeli lg..aiyoo, mau beli apa ni Rajer n Sue?abaikan apa dia mintak tu, beli ikut kemampuan kita jer..kah3..akhir kata, semoga semua berjalan lancar sebelum dan semasa majlis perkahwinan berlangsung nnt..Barakallah alaikuma En Faiz n becoming Pn Faiz =)

Pinggan pertama da hbs, tgu order kedua yg lebih bnyk..haha

Pinggan kedua pn tgl sket dh..haha..total mkn rm30..boleh g lagi..

Peace dr bakal Pengantin

dedicated by,

Mazies Nur

~Astronomy in me~

Alhamdulillah i made it..i mean i berjaya bangun awal pagi time gerhana bulan ni..n smbhyg sunat gerhana..bukan nk kepoh psl aku wat smbhnyg sunat tp i'm really really really excited dpt tgk fenomena neh..because i'm so into bab2 astronomi..dh la aku baru je bawak balik my peta bintang dr kg (dpt time g kem astronomi kt USM thn 2006)..tgh2 plan nk tgk bintang taw2 ada gerhana bulan..agak la teruja kn..sblm tido memang plan nk bangun n aku benar2 bgn dgn successnya..he3..alhamdulillah..

subuh dh, jom smayang lu..nnt aku edit post ni lg..ada nk masuk gambor..hehe

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nilah gmbr yg aku nk masukkan..xde pape pn, ingt jmpa yg full chart tp last2 ambik gmbr gna henpon je..sekerat plak tu..pape jelah..yg penting skang aku cuba recall balik apa yg belajar psl astronomi neh sket..bagi aku ilmu astronomi ni sgt berharga..baru kita tahu betapa agungnya ciptaan Allah..selain bumi yg kita dok ni, alam semsta sangatlah menakjubkan..dan sedarlah kita betapa benarnya ajaran Islam dimana kitab Al-Quran telah melampaui zaman ia diturunkan..Subhanallah..speechless to explain..btw, good luck for myself..

Mazies Nur

Sport at home

Salam

Actually post ni didraf sempena aku balik kg ari tu..alih2 xtertulis plak.tp xpelah aku cuba tulis apa yg sebenarnya aku nk tulis..apa yer?rasanya pasal aku excited bila aku balik rmh aku boleh main badminton n naik basikal..dua2 adalah activiti yg aku suka time kecik2 dulu..besar2 suka jgk tp maybe xde peluang..dok KL ni mana ada basikal dh..last time g tmn cahaya seri alam kt shah alam pn ingt dpt naik basikal tp book lama giler, last2 melepas..then pasal badminton setakat ni memang kalo balik rmh jela aku maen ngn adik2 kesayanganku..

Bnyk lg sukan2 lain aku suka..suka xsemestinya terer kan?keh3..i love play hockey n netbal..boleh la main sket2..penah wakil skolah rendah dulu..then skolah menengah memperkenalkn aku pingpong plak..asalnya terpaksa belajar sbb tgh kumpul sijil kokurikulum so men approach je mana2 rmh skn xde player lg..boleh tahan la aku main walopn first time kn..tp kalo dh nama lawan bdk yg siap wakil negeri pe mestilah aku kalah..lps tu xmaen dh..the truth is actually i still keen to play that again..

Ada sport yg aku suka tp aku mampu tgk jer..n sure2 xreti main..as well known of course football..then F1 race..then tennis..then latest one golf..ada tertinggal x?senang2 aku layan sumer sukan lah..i love sports, xkire as player, supporter or at least watcher..hehe

Hmm, xde idea dh nk tulis pe lg..ari tu bnyk je.most importantly in case i want to play, i prefer with girls only or with my siblings..segan r kalo ada laki..keh3..lg 1 kang kalo lwn ngn laki kalo dorg yg kalahkn  kesian plak kn..kua3..

Gambar2 jumpa kat google images

Moral of the story majulah sukan utk negara..adakah?layann..haha

Mazies Djokovic =)

Selamat Hari Guru to all Teachers

Assalamualaikum wbt

Baru start nk tulis content..boleh x post tajuk dulu..keh3..saje je nk highlight awl2 sempena hari guru hari ni..

So to all my teachers, Happy Teachers Day

1) Pasti Kemuning (1992)

Terima kasih kepada Cikgu Kak Zo..my first school in my life..i learn abc...and 123..ingat lg baju kaler hijau dan tudung hitam..cikgu besar masa tu tok imam ust halim, rumah tepi pasti..so many good memories..believe me i still remember some =)

2) Sek. Keb Ayer Merah, Machang (awl thn 1993~darjah 1)

Hmm, ni first sekolah rendah, dkt2 rmh je, arah ke hutan lipur bukit bakar..cam kenal..keh3..time tu g skolah naek keta mamat jp (dikenali sbgai jp sbb plat keta dia jp)..tp stay skolah ni kejap je, ntah smpai seminggu ke x..lupa kawe..kih3

3) Sek Keb Hamzah 2, Machang (1993-1995 ~darjah 1-3)

Then, aku pndh skolah ni..sama skolah ngn ayah aku (dia cikgu, ngaja sini gak)..kat bandar machang..time ni g skolah naek van pak lah, ingt lg kaler kelabu..walopn satu sekolah, aku sesi petang..ayh ngaja sesi pg so g asing2 jgk..bnyk jgk kenangn kt skolah ni, esp time naek van suker dok blakang sekali..pastu time polis wat roadblok semua kena tunduk nyorok xnk bg polis nmpk sbb van tu bkn van sekolah kuning tu..kire gerak illegal r nih..

4) Sek Keb Pahi (1996-1998~darjah 4-6)

This is my third primary school..ayh kena transfer sini plak..lg bnyk kenangan kt sini..almaklumlah mkn besar n makin pndai buat mcm2 dh..hehe..n yg penting makin ramai kenal cikgu2 jgk..maybe sbb aku dok rmh guru yg dlm skolah tu jgk n sebagai anak PK Ko cikgu2 laen pn mmg knl sape ank ayh aku kn..berakhir skolah rndh disini dgn aku dpt UPSR 5A..thanx all teachers

5) SMU(A) Maahad Muhammadi Perempuan, Kota Bharu (1999-2004~kelas peralihan-form 1-form 5)

Waw, 6 tahun ngaji skolah menengah..bnyk yg aku belajar n of course makin bnyk cikgu2 yg mengajar..i'm nnever regret to be at this school although this is not my only choice at first..parent aku nk sgt suh msk skolah ni, so ok la..what can i say, this is the best school in the world..didn't agree?whatever..haha..xhbs kalo nk citer pengalaman 6 thn kt maahad..dari kelas peralihan smpai SPM

6) Kolej Matrikulasi Kedah, Changlun (2005-2006)

hmm, kt sini apa aku boleh kata zaman belajarku plg gelap..kah3..but still thanx to the teachers, berjaya jgk aku msk u lps tu..i'm a really2 naughty girl here =p..aside the dark moment, i found my siblings here..and a family which really kind to me and i'll always remember them as at one point is important part of my life..changlun always in my memory..

7) UTM Skudai (2006-2009)

Lecturer sambut hari guru gak ke eh?xpe lah yg penting ramai pendidik kt sini yg berjasa kt aku jugak..komen psl zmn belajar, im not sure best ke x..well, aku mmg student yg mls bile2 pn kn..haha..tp UTM boleh dikire zmn dh berdikari sndri, kenal dunia..many sweet memories with sweet friends of course..finally i was able to grade with dean award..such a frustrating not get first class..

8) UPM Serdang (2010-current)

Currently aku smbg master sini..in biochemical engineering..im so lucky to meet such a kind and great supervisor..

Itulah dia sedikit sebanyk tmpt2 aku penah belajar sebelum ni..selain tmpt2 yg disenaraikan tempat plg bnyk aku menimba ilmu ialah tidak lain tidak bukan rumahku sendiri..many things i've learn there..about life and anything..apart from that, aku pndai baca abc n mengira pn sblm masuk pasti aka tadila level lg..terutamanya hal2 agama, bnyk aku belajar dr mak n ayah..ayh aku adalah tok guru belajar al-quran, yakni ajar tajwid etc berkaitan quran..they teach me what should i do what i shouldn't do..what Islam asked to do, what is prohibited, what is right what is wrong, what girl can do etc..i read many stories about rasulullah dan para sahabat, cerita rasul2 dahulu dan lain2 sirah..membuatkn aku plg suka kelas agama time sekolah rndh sbb kebanyakn yg ustaz ajar aku dh tahu dh..so jd mcm budak bijak gitu..keh3..kat rmh ayh ajr maen sahibba, catur, carom etc..at the moment, rmh kami xde tv, so nilah mainan2 yg kami ada..aku belajar main badminton, naik basikal, all thanx to my dad..nk dikire semua ajarn my parent mmg xhbs la..so do yours right?

Aku rasa xtaw dh terbang mana dh ni, tp yg sebenarnya nk ucapkan selamat hari guru utk semua guru terutama yg telah mengajar aku secara langsung atau tidak langsung..mintak halalkn segala ilmu yg kalian curahkan..and from me, kupohon jutaan kemaafan ats segala salah silap yg aku lakukan..kepada kwn2 yg jadi cikgu, selamat mendidik anak bangsa..jasa kalian hanya Allah mampu membalasnya..

Like father like daughter

Tulus ikhlas drpd,

Nurmaziah binti Mohammad Shafie

Owennnnn, ada org ajk kita g kawen dia ♥ ♥ ♥

Assalamualaikum wbt

Pada suatu hari, saya pulang dr kerja seperti biasa. Sudah menjadi kebiasaanku smpai rumah check peti surat dulu, kot2 ada surat..jeng3..ada satu surat utk Nurmaziah (nama ku la tuh). agak2 tgk tulisan cam tahu je sape, tp kena bukak baru tahu..sabar, masuk rmh baru bukak deh..

Bukak2 jer, memang spt dijangkalah, jemputan kawen dr sorang kwn aku sek menengah dulu..nk kawen dh dia..apa yg menariknya dia tulis kt dalam tu utk Ms Mazies & Michael Owen..

Mula2 senyum sorang2, pastu gelak plak..apa x gelaknya weh, aku sgt happy kot..satu psl owen mmg xdpt dinafikan dh..second rasa sgt terharu kwn aku tu masih ingt aku suka owen walopn dh lama xjmp..last kita jmpa bile eh?adakah time ambik result spm bln 3 thn 2005?n time aku stat tergila2 giler kt owen plak kemuncaknya time world cup 2002, dh 10 thn lps jgk kn..oh, so long time..nanti aku ajk owen g deh, if dia xde keje la..kalo aku g sorg2 tu maksudnya dia bz kot. =)

For ur info my friend, aku masih suka dia walopn dia tah pape je maen skang..alang2 dh suka dia, xpyh suka2 org laen dh..aci x gitu?kui3..mesti korang kata whateverlah ko nk apa pn, kalo org ckp pape pn ada ko kesah?kah3..well, mmg aku xkesah pn =)

Sambung balik, senyum aku meleret2..memang macam tu la bila terasa orang masih ingt kita kn..sayang kamuuu..

Moral value yg boleh aku dpt slps muhasabah diri sket, sentiasalah buat sesuatu yg disukai org..kalo berkawan, pgl kawan kita dgn nama yg dia suka, bagi hadiah yg dia suka, buat sesuatu yg dia suka etc..ngn adik beradik n family pn camtu gak..berilah sesuatu yg mereka sukai..bila mereka suka, insyaAllah doa yg baik2 jua akan dipohon utk kita..sepertimana kita bersyukur pabila kita dpt apa yg kita suka =)

let's make the world with happiness..no war pleaseee!!!!

Loves,

mazies nur

Friends are treasure.

Assalamualaikum..

This weekend, i have so many invitations from my friends to meet, to hang out somewhere. First my matriculation friends Raja is here. Together with Sue, Basirah n Fafa they planned to go Putrajaya on Sunday. I can reject them, telling them the real condition of me. I'm really not feeling so well. Then as promised with my secondary school friend, Haizan, i told her maybe we can going out this weekend. But sorry friend, i'm not in the mood, sicky. So i didn't made any call to ask her out. Insted, she texted me but indirectly asked me i guess. After that got Tala and Lola (I met them in UTM) asked to meet at Damansara on Sunday. Really miss Lola a lot, long time no see kan sis.huhu..But frankly, you're late friends. Even if I'm feeling better or at least i feel so bored later, I need to fulfill my either two previous invitation first. First come first serve..haha

The last and unexpected one, i got a call from my old friend from primary school this evening. He came from Pahang, telling me he got rugby at UPM. Wanna treat me for drink, by thought I'm somewhere near UPM. But I'm at home about 7km from there, so we decided to meet at night. We not seeing each other for almost 12 years.  At the moment I think I really need company because i don't know if i can talk with him like when we're young, i'm not sure if i can recognize him anymore and most importantly its such a worry if I'll looked awkward because I'm not used to be with just a boy and me . Even if he with friends, nothing better. At least I need someone to back up me, spark the conversation. I just don't know, many things in my head. So I texted Raja and tried to call her. No respond. Lastly, i told myself, nevermind, this is the time. If not, u don't know when to see ur old friend anymore. At least respect them they still remembering you.. Baiklah, i will do it even alone. So we met at Equin, long chat, no awkward, instead we laugh a lot etc. Many stories come out, about this person and this this and this..still remember this this and this.. i'll try to remember, imagine all. So down to memorylane. Glad to heard many of my friends are working now, becoming successful person. Proud of you guys. just made me really miss my childhood times, my primary school, friends and teachers, my old Kg Pahi and all..sob3. Btw,thanx for the treat..hehe. 

So as a conclusion, sorry friends if i cannot see you all. As normal human being i cannot afford to do everything although i really want it, and i cannot remain healthy as i wish so i can do whatever i like. Everything we've planned not necessary becomes reality, but at least we have intention to do it, we have efforts to accomplish it. And sometimes chances just comes and goes, then come back or never come back. So try to grab it as long as we can. The priority is your choice. Last but not least, thanx for being understanding friends to me.

ps; if i can meet all at the same time, got primary school, secondary school, matriculation and university friend all..how amazing kan?? *SK Pahi, Maahad Muhammadi Perempuan, Kedah Matriculation College, UTM Skudai..but unfortunately i just made one..huhu #akucubatuliskokinggerislagi

Love and hugs,

Maziah

HRPZ II

Assalamualaikum wbt

Huh, dh bulan 2 rupanya..bila baca blog kwn2, rasa cm nk menconteng kt blog sndiri plak..bnyk giler benda nk citer, smpai xtaw nk bg ni tajuk apa..tp setelah diamati, adalah baik i storykn psl experience 5 hari kat spital raja perempuan zainab 2, kota baru baru2 ini..

nk taw nape msk spital?jeng3..xpayah taw r..sape nk taw sila hubungi saya ditalian yg tidak tertera..keh3..bermula selasa 25/1-29/1/2011..so i balik dr kl isnin 2 smpai petang, selasa pg dh check in kat ward 28..dapt ramai kwn2 baru..mcm2 reason dorang kat situ..baru sedar that we're not alone..ada org yg dugaan lg hebat dr aku..alhamdulillah syukur atas ketetapanMu ini ya Allah..

Nk cerita pengalaman ke hape i xtaw la..hak3..ada benda best n ada benda xbest kt spital ni..first msk dia bg baju hijau ngn kain..alamak, kain bukan main besar, i buat2 sarung jer..padahal pakai seluar..kat tgn ada gelang tulis nama kita, kaler hijau jgk..mmg PAS hbs la spital ni..ha3..pastu kena ambik drh..pastu kena cucuk kt tgn utk masuk air..dr plak asyik dtg jer check situ sana sini..geli geleman i..kui3..n yg paling i suka nurse akn check blood pessure (bp) every 3 hrs kot..suka gna bnd tu..cuma yg xbestnya bila time tdo tgh2 mlm pn dorg check juga, sah2 la terjaga..

Pasal doktor2 ni, mmg respect r kt dorang..pg2 buta lam kul 7 gitu da start round2 wad n check every patient..yg kesiannya ada setengh tu kul 12 mlm xblk lg..yg mmg on call tu xkira r..nasib baik aku x ambik dr ari tu..hehe..tp xtaw la kalo Dr pakar je ke camni..anyway, thanx all the Docs, jasamu dikenang..sob3..touching la plak..untk melegakan kesedihan, untk pengetahuan korang ramai dr muda2 n hensem2 taw..br nk jadik jd pakar kot..mak i pn berkenan..ada sorang tu dia siap ckp cam muka korea..pndai jgk mak aku rupanya korea2 neh..tp selepas mengalami perasaaan as patient, betul la kata kawanku NADH, segan r kawen ngn doc..kenapakah?renung2kanlah..hahahahaa..

Sape suka makanan dalam wad angkat tangan cpt..bg aku mknn hospital mmg xbest..xtaw la betul2 xbest ke x sbb sku xpernah rasa pn..cuma memg dr awl2 n dulu2 lg aku rasa mmg xbest..so aku xmkn sgt sepnjg dok spital tu, bnyk minum air susu or milo kotak n roti jer..that's why ramai yg kata aku mkn kurus kot..korang xtaw berat aku dlm 60kg lg kot..wakawaka..

Lastly, thanx to my parents, family members for all your support and love..tidak lupa semua warga hrpz2, espcially dr Kuru n dr Ng..warga wad 28..well, ada sket gambr2 kenagn kt spital..

Peace..smile girl..

Ni la gelang ada nama tu..

Mum is waiting n worry..dun worry mum..i'm ok =)

Oh what's that???

Panjang giler kn jari dr ni?tp muka commercial giler..hik3..sian dia sorg2 on call..(perasan x kat kaki pn kena cucuk tmbah air..aku pn br taw kat situ boleh cucuk gak..wakawaka)

 Sekian dulu berita edisi malam ini..jumpa lagi di lain hari..tata..

Loves love,

Mazies

10 December 1986

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY..

SWEET 24th FOR MYSELF..

HAHAHA

~LALALA~

Kenapa Aku ada Blog???

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..

Ni gambar time g Singapore with UTM friends

Kenapa aku ada blog??

Kenapa aku wat blog?

Memang pn blog aku neh dikategotikan personal blog..

xperlu pn org nk baca..

apatah lagi nk dikongsi..

langsung xde pape menarik

yg ada cuma gmbr aku hang out ngn kawan2,

gmbr ngn family..

org2 yg aku suka..

lagu2 or artis2 yg aku suka..

makanan yg aku suka..

dan kesimpulannya semua bnda2 yg aku suka..

bukan utk menyukakan org..haha

Suka jgk baca blog2 org

entry dorg best2

ada yg perihal nasihat agama

resepi masakan best2

penjagaan diri

isu2 semasa

ataupn pemikiran2 bernas

dan tidak kurang gossip

Sejujurnya aku xreti nk menulis dgn baik

Kekadang rasa cm nk jgk jadi cm penulis blog yg best2 tu

apa yg perlu fokus kat apa yg nk tulis

tp rasanya xboleh kot

aku xde bnyk idea n kalo ada pn idea separuh jln

paham x?haha..entah la, abaikan jer kalo x pham

Papepn selamat berjaya kpd semua bloggers

Kawan2 aku pn ramai yg dh ada blog sekarang

semoga success ye korang

ada2 masa aku lawat gak blog korang yg chantek itu

semoga niat baik anda dpt pembalasan yg sewajarnya

thanx for sharing

well, kembali kpd sbb aku suka coretkan sedikit sebanyak my personal event kat blog ni sebenarnya sbb aku rasa aku ni selalu mudah lupa lah..walo pn ada facebook yg kita upload gmbr2, tp xde cerita..so bila lama2 nnt bukak balik blog ni boleh baca balik kisah dulu2 ngn family or friends kan..then this site help me to improve my English that i know i'm really2 bad in it..praktis menulis la n tambah vocab..hehe..ada lagi ker sbb laen?ada kot tp ni lah yg aku ckp idea sekerat jer..aku mmg jenis xsuka share sgt sebenarnya..ntah la..xtaw nk tulis apa dah.babai..

Loves not for Commercial,

Mazies

first time shopping raya utk family..yeay..

Salam..

Hari ni pg2 lagi aku g Nilai 3..as plan lah..terdiri drpd aku, bell, tal, sue n my cousin k.gee..nk g pagi pnya pasal smpai2 kdai xbukak lg..ingtkan jauh sgt, rupanya xsmpai stgh jam pn dr serdang neh..huhu..jalan2, akhirnya aku beli set pinggan english punya style..sbb ari tu mak aku kata nk gna pinggan kaca plak lps ni..so td cam menarik n murah..beli je lah..so yg aku beli ada 8 pinggan nasik yg besar leper tuh, 8 pinggan lauk, mangkuk lauk besar n kecik, mangkuk nasik n senduk, 3 pinggan kecik, 5 pinggan kuih, jug, 8 cawan..semuanya rm193..mahal ke murah eh?aku pn xtaw..lps beli2 lam kul 3.00 g smayang masjid Nilai baru balik umah..hantr sue kat ktm serdang, hantar k.gee ke puchong, smpai la umah sndr lam kul 4.50..huhu..benda tu lam keta lg..mls nk wat nek sbb keta parking bawah td..xlarat nk angkut..haha..semoga slmat lah, dok diam2 lam bonet keta tu..xsbr rasa nk balik raya, nnt boleh gna pinggan baru utk raya.. =)

Well, ada bnyk benda lagi nk beli..tp ada seminggu lbh lg nk balik raya..gano nih?td g jusco usha handbag kat mak..yg polo tu chantek gak..harap2 ada lg duit utk beli beg tu..kat ayah beli kemeja je kot..then plan lg nk g jln TAR plak next weekend nk carik biskut raya, brooch or pape utk atuk nenek n adk2 plak..urmmm, best kan kalo bnyak duit..kalo iktkan macam2 nk beli..rasa cam bangga gitu kalo dpt beli brg2 kat family neh..make them happy..but unluckily aku xde duit banyak..ho3..duit habis sblm raya, harap2 ada yg bagi duit raya utk meneruskan hidup slps raya plak..boleh x camtu?hehe..doa2 la bia aku dpt duit raya bnyk ek..

Oh, it's ok babe..nanti ada la rezeki kat mana2 tu kan..so moral value of the story, rasa nk cpt2 jer hbs blaja..then cari keje..biar dpt income lbh sket..dpt beli segala macam kat family..yahoo..tp yg paling penting, belajar juga kerana Allah..ingin menuntut ilmu..bukan sbb nk makan gaji besar..selalu ramai org terpesong neh..atuk aku selalu pesan mcm tu kat aku..tp agak la, bila rasa ssh kurang duet jer, terlintas jgk nk gji besar kn..he2..tp semuanya utk kesenagn famiy..so, sama2lah kita betulkan niat kita selalu..semoga Allah memberkati ilmu2 kita, permudahkan jalan kita menuntut ilmu..then senang dapat keje..Aminn..

Sekian, wassalam..

Sharing is Loving,

Mazies

Brutal lover

This is what we call brutal..kah3..bagaikan nyawa dihujung tanduk..tunggu biasiswa la nmpaknya baru bleh beli baru..

Brutal lover,

Mazies